Habits, they say is an acquired
pattern of behavior that often occurs automatically. And addiction arises from
habit due to a habit forming substance. So, where does love fall? Is it a
habit, as it an aberration of your normal behavior sort of acquired over a
period of time? Or is it an addiction, resulting from a very serious habit of
the person one loves? What really is love? It just can’t be a mere feeling.
Love, I believe, is more potent to be called a ‘feeling’. Love makes you want
to do crazy things…even sing songs atop the Alps in miniskirts and thin chiffon
sarees to wanting to kill someone. Love makes you forget reason. Just like
addiction does. So does that mean that love is an addiction? But, then, not
everyone does the aforementioned things while in love? So does that mean they
love their partners any less? Or is it that they are plain sane (and boring!)
Maybe for them, love is just a habit which hasn’t reached the addiction level. Or
is it that love is something totally different and I’m thinking too much into
it.
When we talk about habits, I feel
there are many things besides love that can be habits. Like people for example.
There are some people, who become habits. Friends, crushes, family… So what
happens when the one to whom you are habituated to moves on in life, while you
are at the same place?
And then because you have to also show that you have grown up, there’s ego that plays a very important part. So, what would win…habit or ego? Both are equally strong and equally hollow. Would reason have a role to play in the fight? Would it be a referee declaring who’s the winner or would it be a third side in the already existing tug-of-war between ego and habit and complicating the situation further? Someone I know told me, that the only thing stronger than ego is reason. But what if the ego doesn’t let the reason to sound reasonable enough? What would happen to habit then?
And then because you have to also show that you have grown up, there’s ego that plays a very important part. So, what would win…habit or ego? Both are equally strong and equally hollow. Would reason have a role to play in the fight? Would it be a referee declaring who’s the winner or would it be a third side in the already existing tug-of-war between ego and habit and complicating the situation further? Someone I know told me, that the only thing stronger than ego is reason. But what if the ego doesn’t let the reason to sound reasonable enough? What would happen to habit then?
What about lust? Is it a habit or
an addiction? Or just very intense love? Then what is obsession? Is lust
stronger or reason? Does this reason stem from logic or from preset beliefs? Then
this takes us to a totally unchartered dimension… what’s stronger….reason or
beliefs? But what if beliefs are wrong and so strong that you can’t see reason…
at a level wherein beliefs become faith? What if our faith is wrong? Would it
still be called faith? But then when we are doubting the basic premise that
differentiates hope from faith, how can it still be called faith? It would then
be hope or a belief. What is it that drives terrorists to kill people? Is it
hope, faith or belief?
Or is it that all the above
questions that I raised were totally subjective? Maybe they were or maybe they
were not. If they were not, someone is gonna have faith issues!
P.S – I was not high on weed
while writing this post.
P.P.S – Some habits are
beautiful. Ms. Aanchal Bhugra, you were my most beautiful habit. My blog misses
you… and so do I. Stop being a kanjus marwadi and start commenting like an
extravagant Punju!!
