OK.. I'm back again.... only to say goodbye again...!! Well, too much to do .... very less time. Got my prelims beginning next week.... CET in the middle of prelims.... NMIMS GD-PI after that.... which means that the preparation should be done right now...! And the best part of it all... My University exams from April... practicals in March... and I'm still xeroxing notes... simply put... I still haven't started studying...I just wish that I get up one day without the question " Which notes do I have to xerox today?". Life couldn't get worse.... And sprinkle a heartbreak on that.... and trust me... Life, seriously couldn't be meaner to you. Already in shit...and Life's continuing putting more shit on me...! And it's not exactly a Slumdog moment too..!
About TY.. well, I've finally started studying.... hopefully I should be able to finish it before the exam ends...! About my prelims... I dunno if I'd be able to give it... I've injured my right thumb.... And I need some recuperating time for CET... gotta solve 200 goddamned questions in 150 minutes! So, hope I get well soon before Monday...wanna give the prelims.. I've given up my 'giving up' habits!
Finally got one 'call' this year... from NMIMS...in a place where there's reservation for me... yay!! I feel like dancing in joy but then the thought of GD sucks out all the happiness outta me...! Kinda confident about PI.... because everyone gets screwed there.... you get in by how relative your 'screwing' was compared to others.... and at least I'm sure I can answer one question....'What's the meaning of your name'. Thinking of doing a ' I don't know' for all questions related to Biotech, Economics, Why-MBA types..!!! I know... there's no hope for me!!
There's no hope for me any which ways. I just realised that no guy wants to make me his girlfriend.... and no guy wants me to tie him a rakhi as well!!! So...no boyfriend and no brother...!So,basically no one to keep a hand on my head and convincingly say 'It's gonna be okay. I'm there' !! What a life! Everything I'm doing these days is turning out to be wrong...especially things done on conferences... I've begun to hate them! Was on a IM conference with a guy friend and a female friend.... the female friend was trying to set me up with the guy friend (she's just taking my "I'm so exasperated with studies and exams that I'm getting married in May, provided I get a dulha" statement rather seriously!) and that guy thinks that I was setting him up with my friend...!! I'm getting married only in 2050 if things like these continue!!
I don't really agree with people when they say that a girl and a guy can never be JUST friends... they can be. But this statement comes with a conditions apply asterisk!! One that states.... a girl and a guy can be JUST friends.... provided they are in love with other people!!! Maybe I can make a movie on this and sell it to K-Jo and probably become a millionaire before I turn 21... and then maybe I can bring in my 21st birthday in Las Vegas... and shove my age proof up their asses!! Yay!! Wishful thinking.... my favourite hobby!!
Err... I just happened to catch a glimpse of the clock ticking away as if she's gotta meet her boyfriend in some time... that's why she's ticking away like there's no tomorrow... (consciously made the my clock a girl.... for obvious reasons...didn't get it..?? Arey baba... guys are never anxiously waiting for girls na!)... so, like always, I killed the essence of the joke by explaining it... my point was that it's too late ....I gotta go and start with Paper I Unit II... or Paper III Unit IV... or well... 4 papers....4 units each... so 4p4 ways of selecting what to study... wow! Fine... I'm going to study and I'll stop irritating you further... so... see you sometime in May... don't really think I'll come before that... maybe I'll just drop in once to say how disastrous my GD was and how well I got screwed in my PI...! Till then... bye... adios... tata...alvida...Astala Vista... Sayonara...tchao.. ok... there are 6912 languages in the world... and I can't say BYE in all of them... so get back to your work...and wish me luck!!
P.S: This season... try not falling in love!! (F**k, I can foresee Hallmark and Hershey's people vandalising my house for this...V-Day coming up... no! I've got CET the next day... but doesn't matter... no date!!!)
P.S2: Listen to "Yeh Zindagi Bhi" from Luck By Chance....trust me this song gives you the chills!! Listen to it after your dreams are broken... for added pain if you're one of the self-sadist people!