September 25, 2009

I'm kinda back!

OMG! I haven't blogged since so long! I actually have forgotten blogging now! I can see so many people heave a sigh of relief, reading this! So, where do I start....umm I don't know! I just suddenly had this feeling that I'm neglecting my baby(my blog, you sillies), so I'm here trying to type whatever gibberish hits my neurons. If you have topic suggestions, kindly pass them on!

I think that they should rename MBA to 'self-actualization' ! I never knew so much about me before I started my MBA! Yeah, the classic question of 'Why MBA' and 'Tell me something about yourself' still haunts even after getting into MBA! We had a lecture and all the professor made us do was write 3 drafts on the latter question! And, while I was writing, I kinda had that 'dimaag ki batti jali' moment.....there are soooooo many things about us, which we don't know! And we never really bothered finding out. And I'm loving this self-actualization journey. It's this time when you realise that your strengths have been your weaknesses and your weaknesses have been your real strengths! I'm not making sense...... welcome to the MBA club.... hardly anything makes sense here!

As usual, Aanchal is right! She always says that things happen in her life first, and then after a lag, the same things happen in my life! And still, I'm unprepared for life! Her B-school began before mine, and she always said that these 24-year-old oldies speak more sense than we do! And, I refuted the claim by saying that we, too, have seen a lot of life to speak sense! Now, when I have a friend who's from the same league.....not the 24 year old oldies league....but the 22 year olds' league, I realise, that really, these oldies, actually speak sense!! They really, have profound thoughts!! I still remember gazing with my mouth wide open listening to my friend tell me things about me, which I also didn't know, and he noticed in me in just a day! How many of you (my friends, and people who've been reading my blog since long to know me kinda well) knew that I was a perfectionist!?? I didn't know that about me, trust me! My best friend of six years, Radhika, admitted that she didn't know this about me as well!

Now, after a long hiatus of around 4 years, I'm back to my oldest old self! I've changed so many times since school got over that I don't know who's the real me! Yeah, so I think I've gone back to school self. I've started shouting left right center at people who piss me off. No longer am I the let-it-be-na-chod-na-re person I had become since 4 years. If someone's doing something wrong, they better be prepared to take it from me! I actually shouted at a class of 120 for passing cheap comments and distracting my group during our presentation. And, boy! that felt good! And, now after a month in college, I've begun to feel that I need anger management classes soon before I break someone's skull in college! Anyways, managers ought to have a calm head! My degree college friends are sure wondering how I'd look shouting at people...or rather they are wondering if I'm bluffing again!

It's just so wonderful how I can write so much shit even when I have nothing to write about!! I'll end this post here. Hopefully I'll come back soon with something that'll remind you of my old self.....something that looks like my blog posts of yore, which were not this shitty!!!

P.S : Thought for the day: Life always gives you options..... it's for you to take them or leave them!

Regards,
Nupur Bhayani,
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16 comments:

Anonymous said...

nice to see you back .

Anonymous said...

Respect what you like in life and dont let others take control on it .. as rightly said by an other anonymous person ' lifes simple , you make choices and dont look back ..'

buckingfastard said...

hah!! ur a perfectionist...luk at all ur posts...all neatly done in paragraphs and wid proper bulleting nd numbering....

OMG if u call 22 yr oldie dan 3 yrs frm nw i will be old wearin white shirts and pleated pants...OMG!!!

Life always givs me option...well i choose to sleep over it!!!

Sourav !!! said...

Missed you .. from my blog-roll, I remember I have a follower called Nupur and I'm following her blog too .. so now you know how much u were missed ;) !

Anyways welcome back :)

blunt edges said...

perfectionist ha? never knew that!

"I've changed so many times since school got over that I don't know who's the real me!"
kinda the same story here! :|

Surya, the Ayrus! said...

hi babes.. welcome back... its such a refreshing thingy to read you again!

Nupur said...


@ Anon: Yup, sir!

@ Buckingfastard: Arey that's what i was a perfectionist, but i never realised it!

@ Sourav: Welcome back, to you too.

@ BE: Nice to know I'm not the only human-chameleon!!

@ Surya: Thanks, dude!

Harini said...

I thought someone was back. You have gone missing again :P

gkam said...

Hey
welcome back! :)

looking fwd to more posts...

Out of curiosity, which B-school are you studying at?

ankit said...

self actualisation in lay-man's lang is cld "xperience" or as ppl say "i hv seen da wrld".......with situations n xperiences u realise wht qualities u possess n wht u desire.......

hvin others tell u wht ur real uniqueness is, is da lack of self-intospection n self-analysis.......

instd u shd think of the way in which u handled da situtn & wht r da other options of handling it............

m sorry 4 being a lil harsh but dis is what i feel..........

I WAS AWAITING A POST SINCE A LONG TIME.........GUD 2 C U BAK :-)

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Prithwish said...

hi..m a new follower to your blog..loved your post..got reminded of my own MBA days :)lol...
true...the feelling of self actualisation actually diminishes in our life span encompassing school, college, MBA, work...!!!
take care and keep writing..!!

Nupur said...

@ Harini: LOL!!! I fell off my chair reading your comment!!

Nupur said...

@ GKam: I'm doing my MMS from Rizvi, Bandra.

Nupur said...

@ Ankit: Bow down to sri sri sri Ankit baba!!!

Nupur said...

@ Prithwish : Welcome here